[readd diss.ish so sweet & touchingg]

boy- hey baby
girl- hey
boy- i missed you why werent you at school today?
girl- um yeah, i had to go to the doctor.
boy- oh really why?
girl- oh nothing, annual shots, thats all.
boy- oh
girl- so what did we do in math 2day
boy- you didnt miss anything that great.......just lots of notes
girl- ok good
boy- yeah
girl- hey i have a question......
boy- ok, ask away
girl-........how much do u love me?
boy- you know i love you more than anything baby.
girl- yeah.....
boy- why did you ask
girl-................> silence< ..........> boy- is something wrong?
girl- no nothing at all
boy- good.
girl- ..............how much do you care about me?
boy- i would give u the world in a heartbeat if i could.
girl- you would?
boy- yeah.........of course i would sounding worried< is there something wrong?> girl- no, everythings fine......
boy- are you sure?
girl- yeah.
boy- ok.......i hope so.
girl- ..............would you die for me?
boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday hun
girl- really?
boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong?!
girl- no im fine, your fine, we're fine, everyones fine.
boy- ............ok
girl-......... .............well i have to go ill see you 2morrow at school.
boy- alright, bye. I LOVE YOU.
girl- yeah, you too, bye.

THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL:

boy- hey, have you seen my girlfriend 2day?
friend- no
boy- oh.
friend- she wasnt here yesterday either.
boy- i know, she was acting all wierd on the phone last night.
friend- well dude you know how gurls are somtimes
boy- yeah........but not her.
friend- i dont know what else 2 say bro.
boy- okay well i gotta get to english, ill see you after school.
friend- yeah i gotta get to science, ttyl
THAT NIGHT:

-ring-
-ring-

-ring-
-ring-
girl- hello
boy- hey baby
girl- oh, hi.
boy- why weren't you at school 2day
girl- uh.......i had another doctor appointment.
boy- are you sick?
girl- ..................um i have 2 go, my mom's calling on my other line.
boy- ill wait.
girl- it may take a while, ill call you later.
boy-........alright, i love you hun.
very long pause
clickbrea

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If i dont call you
[ Its because im waiting for you to call me ]

When i walk away from you mad
[ Follow me ]

When i stare at your mouth
[ Kiss me ]

When i push you or hit you
[ Grab me and dont let go ]

When i start cussing at you
[ Kiss me and tell me you love me ]

When im quiet
[ Ask me whats wrong ]

When i ignore you
[ Give me your attention ]

When i pull away
[ Pull me back ]

When you see me at my worst
[ Tell me im beautiful ]

When you see me start crying
[Just hold me and dont say a word ]

When you see me walking
[ Sneak up and hug my waist from behind ]

When im scared
[ Protect me ]

When i lay my head on your shoulder
[ Tilt my head up and kiss me ]

When i steal you favorite hat
[ Let me keep it and sleep with it for a night]

When i tease you
[ Tease me back and make me laugh ]

When i dont answer for a long time
[ reassure me that everything is okay ]

When i look at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When i say that i like you
[ I really do more than you could understand ]

When i grab at your hands
[ Hold mine and play with my fingers ]

When i bump into you
[ bump into me back and make me laugh ]

When i tell you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When i look at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until i do ]

When i miss you
[ im hurting inside ]

When you break my heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]

When i say its over
[ i still want you to be mine ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go then kiss her

- When she says she's ok dont believe it talk with her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

- Tease her and let her tease you back.

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

- Watch her favorite movie with her.

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes.

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.

- Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

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If you're not married yet, share this with a friend.
If you are married, share it with your spouse or other married
couples.. and reflect on it.

An African proverb states, " Before you get married,
keep both eyes open, and after you marry, close one eye."

Before you get involved and make a commitment to someone, don't let lust,
desperation, immaturity, ignorance, pressure from others or a low
self-esteem make you blind to warning signs. Keep your eyes open, and don't fool
yourself that you can change someone or that what you se e as faults aren't really
important.

You decide to commit to someone, over time their
flaws, vulnerabilities, pet peeves, and differences
will become more obvious.

If you love your mate and want the relationship to grow and evolve,
you've got to learn to close one eye and not let every little thing bother
you. You and your mate have many different expectations, emotional needs,
values, dreams, weaknesses, and strengths. You are two unique individuals
who have decided to share a life together.

Neither of you are perfect, but are you perfect for each other?
Do you bring out the best of each other? Do you compliment and compromise
with each other, or do you compete, compare, and control? What do you bring
to the relationship? Do you bring past relationships, past hurt, past
mistrust, past pain?

You can't take someone to the altar to alter him or
her. You can't make someone love you or make someone
stay. If you develop self-esteem, spiritual discernment, and "a life", you
won't find yourself making someone else responsible for your happiness or
responsible for your pain. Manipulation, control, jealousy, neediness, and selfishness
are not the ingredients of a thriving, healthy, loving and lasting relationship.

Seeking status, sex, wealth, and security are the
wrong reasons to be in a relationship.

What keeps a relationship strong?

Communication, intimacy, trust, a sense of humor, sharing household tasks,
some getaway time without business or children and daily exchanges (a meal,
shared activity, a hug, a call, a touch, a note). Leave a nice e message on
their voicemail or send a nice email. Sharing common goals and interests.

Growth is important. Grow together, not away from each other, giving
each other space to grow without feeling insecure. Allow your mate to
have outside interest. You can't always be together. Give each other
a sense of belonging and assurances of commitment. Don't try
to control one another. Learn each other's family situation.
Respect his or her parents regardless.
Don't put pressure on each other for material goods.
Remember for richer or for poorer. If these qualities
are missing, the relationship will erode as resentment, withdrawal,
abuse, neglect, dishonesty, and pain replace the passion.

" Nurture your mind with great thoughts, for you will never go any higher
than you think."
The grass withers, the flowers fades, but the word of God stands forever.
Isaiah 40:8
Shall we make a new rule of life from tonight.
Always try to be a little kinder than is necessary. The difference
between 'United' and 'Untied' is where you put the I.

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away.

" Pleasant words are as a honeycomb, sweet to the soul and health to the bones "

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In this world that we live,
Things get lost and found,
People get together or break up,
But this unique group of people will last an eternity,
The people who will always be there,
Even when your on the ground crying,
To help you up when someone tripped you,
Even when you think the entire world is against you,
Or to cheer you on even though you are losing the match,
That will support and encourage you to strive for a higher goal,
The people that you can tell what you feel,
And know they wont tell the entire world,
..........................

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its these crazy rainy night when I'm at my best for coming with these things to say. Always l loved the rain theres something
very pure and cleansing about it. I'm very in the moods with the weather, but where as most people feel sad and depressed by the rain, I feel relaxed and renewed as if the rain is washing away the pain and hurt in soul.

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It's so true...life is a maze. I have never been inside a man made maze but now I really want to. It would be interesting...how long would I take to get out?? I want to be able to see how quick I can make decisions and if i live for the moment or I just plain want to get out. I think I am really impulsive, so I might actually get carried away and wander around for a while. Then I would slow down and actually think about a way to get out. I think the best way to learn about yourself is to actually take a maze because then you can truly understand how you make your decisions when faced with alternate solutions and if you really understand how to recognize the past glaring at you again...in the form of a previous turn, a previous loophole etc. Do we like doing the same puzzles over and over again or do we like new challenges??? Do we like exploring by ourselves or do we always need someone to hold our hand? The answers would be interesting because maybe that is how you are as a person...anways I recommend people to try real mazes and see how you are at figuring your own way out. Cheers.

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When u were 15,
your mom came home from work,looking for a hug.
You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16,
she taught you how to drive her car.
You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.

When you were 17,
she was expecting an important call.
You thanked her by being on the phone all night.

When you were 18,
she cried at your high school graduation.
You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.

When you were 19,
she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags.
You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were 25,
she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you.
You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.

When you were 50,
she fell ill and needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.

And then, one day, she quietly died.
And everything you never did came crashing
down like thunder on YOUR HEART.

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